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You guys were so manipulative
It’s insane.
These past experiences are insane
A few years ago, in 2011
You were trying to make me fall in love with you
While i was disgusted of you
But your games worked
While i did not want it
Still can’t believe where i went through while dating you. ( aaaaaaaaaah )
The year 2014
A bizarre year
Always acting so toxic when I had fun with someone else
I did not deserve fun somewhere else with friends in your eyes
Green lights to red lights over and over again
Can’t find the words
I could not even act like myself with you by my side
Your toxic behavior killed me so much
I died inside, and it caused me crying
Our ridiculous convos over and over again
And all our dumb fights on chat, why? (whyyyyy)
My feelings all over the place
Insecurity over and over again
Felt so insecure when i was not with you
I hated texting with you
Because it created fights between us,(fiiiiiiights)
And insecurity inside of me
And i don’t know why
Why did you always make me so insecure?
You’re so tough, tough.
I call this bad love, blood love
Bad love, blood love
I call this bad love, blood love
Bad love, blood love
Green lights to red lights green lights to Red lights
Over and over again
I can’t even find some words
I could not even act like myself with you by my side
Your toxic behavior killed me so much
Our ridiculous convos over and over again, why?
My feelings all over the place
I call this bad love blood love
Bad love
Bad love blood love
The year 2017
The narcissistic behavior
Constantly trying to save our relationship
While I knew I couldn’t save it anymore
It was so overwhelming
I still don’t know how i survived it
It was torture
It was a waste of time I just did not want to let you go
But i knew i had to
But i did not wanted to
Even when I know you treated me like shit
Why always acting so hard
While I was trying so hard to save us two
Back to 2014
Our dumb fights via text
When we were not together made me feel horrible and insecure
I tried to calm you down
But you always stabbed me in the back
You always made me cry
With so much pain when we fought
This all was so unnecessary
Oh my god
Sitting on the couch
Watching a movie
Sitting absolutely still
Not making one single move
Even when we were together
I could not act like myself
I did not know why
But I know now
But I know now
But I left it all in the past
If I’m looking back
I can’t believe where I went through
In these relationships
But I moved on
And I am living my best life
My best life
In this case
I am good in saying goodbye
Saying goodbye
I am better off without you
With the toxicity
You guys are so bad
You guys caused me always so much pain
But guess what
You cannot get me anymore
I’ve moved on
I’m living my best life now
So shut up
So shut up
Bad love blood love
Bad love blood love
Blood love
This was bad love
Nothing more
And nothing less
Bad love
And now shut up
SHUT UP